Having insomnia is bad , But when you cant wake yourself up slowly starting to believe the sights before your mind only being controlled by your schizophrenia , Starting to believe that the death of your girlfriend was one that you saw with your own eyes, one that you saw her eyes screaming in fear as she chocks on her own vomit , while you sit there watching. emotionless. yet all you can do is fall to your knees, with tears streaming down your eyes as the bed in front of you contains a emotionless body jerking franticly, covered in her own vomit, yet when you do wake its all over and you do have tears down your face , you feel weak, and cant move... only scared to dream again. I have both insomnia and schizophrenia this is my dream and this is my reality .... I know it sounds like a story but it isn't. its not nice being unable to sleep allot yet when you do not being able to wake up until the damage is done... only making problems worse ..... I had this dream only a few days ago .... and I was physically crying ... but that's my life ..... and i have to live with it. But I guess this influences the way i draw and write it defiantly influences the way i live. but i love what i do so.... Howdy